I’m perpetually annoyed by my step-father’s complete lack of interest in my life yet fascinated by his ability to worship his own daughter whom excised him from her life when she was in high school. It’s funny that as a child all I wanted was for him to appreciate me and make me feel loved and now that I am beyond those needs of my former childhood I have to consistently bare witness to his pathetic attempts at relieving his own guilt of shitty parenting by trying to create a relationship with his blood affiliated daughter. I was never a bad kid, and more “his child” while I was growing up than she ever was, yet he will continously, forever and always, choose her.  I’ve let go of the emotional baggage I’ve been carrying around because of him and now I just find it maddeningly entertaining.

Human behavior is fascinating, people are dicks.